Nothing to show for it. What I can say though is that I look damn good and I don't care what anyone has to say about it. I set two goals every year and I never accomplish them but I did accomplish one this year. This 2010 is the first year since battling my weight, that I wore sleeveless clothing. I loved it. I looked good felt good and I can't even comprehend why I never did it before. My arm size (measurement wise) has change but not so drastically that it looks different.
Nonetheless I show my arms with pride. This has allowed me to realize that I never once truly embraced my body because I never let the negative fat girl image go (hence the title of the blog) and it followed me into many areas of my life. I'm removing the shell this year. Hopefully this will be the year that I get myself to the utmost physical peak so that those can be two resolutions that I never have to write again.
